music: "One Is The Lonliest," Aimee Mann
Okay, now I'm upset. People are so CRUEL!! To me, in particular. What am I, some mash of flesh with the words "Abuse Me, Please" stamped on my forehead in neon ink? Why are people continually, repeatedly, mercilessly heartless towards me?
Because oh god what a terrible night I've had. I should've known better than to go out with them. I should've known I would only get hurt, because whenever I go out with ANYBODY I get hurt. My friends are all my slayers, and the entire world is determined to see me to my demise. And love, oh my god, don't get me started on love.
They wonder why I have trust issues. They wonder why I have committment issues. They wonder why. People profess their love to me and kick me to the curb. People wring my heart out like a bloody towel and throw it in the middle of the road to get driven over by every malicious car that passes on the goddamn road.
People suck.. And I am just some worthless human being here to amuse everyone else. Yep, I think that's it.
Note: I probably don't mean 90% of what I just said, so if you want to leave kind notes, that's fine, but just know that it's not really your responsibility to cheer me up since I'll be my normal cheery self by morning. It's just one of those nights when I need a good rant, a good cry, and a good sleep, and then I'll be sugary-good. Ok? Ok. Yay.