music: "Why," Celine Dion
The lyrics to this song are so oddly appropriate. "Why oh why.. when I still love you, it's so hard to say goodbye." I've been very depressed lately because The Significant Other has been gone for over three weeks already. I won't get to see him before I leave, so we said our goodbyes before he went. It's hard to think of us as broken up, we never officially did. We didn't even want to say goodbye, it was more of a "see you tomorrow" thing, to avoid emotional trauma.
Sigh.
Well, the weekend has been unusually hectic, which you would think would take my mind off things, but everywhere I go and everything I do reminds me of him. It's magnificently depressing.
Today I ate Cocoa Krispies for breakfast. That's unusual, I don't know why we have them, because I always eat oat bran. Always. I think it's because my dad's here and he likes them. I only ate them because they were softer than oat bran and my teeth still hurt.
Went to Cesar's party. I almost didn't go when I found out A Certain Person was going, but I had promised Cesar, so I didn't see any other choice. However, The Person was friendly and it wasn't awkward. I am such a coward, I avoid confrontations so badly. But he was nice so I suppose I shouldn't have worried. I'm not really sure what the situation is with him. We obviously don't hate one another, as proven by our civility. Meh, I don't know.
Well, Cesar hadn't counted on everyone going that did, and there were something like 150 people trying to sit at about 15 small tables, eating buffet set up for about fifty. The first time I managed to get through the line, they ran out of plates. The second time, they ran out of food. But I ran into Brittany and Aaron, and by that time had been there an hour and a half, so we made an exit, stage right, and went swimming.
That was incredibly fun, because everything I do with Aaron and Brittany is fun. AND I got a teeny tiny bit darker. I single-handedly did three bellyflops off the diving board and created the most hysterical story for Aaron to retell... and retell.. and retell.. with great glee. Ahem.
They dropped me off at my place where I retrieved my car and went to Cesar's house for the Spurs game, which was oddly delayed by a fire? Or something. I ran into Brittany and Aaron there, and we were all starving at that point, so the three of us ditched Cesar's (again) for pizza, and then went back to the game for an hour or so. I left before the game was over, because I'd told my mom I'd be home around 6 and ended up getting in after ten. Oh well.
I didn't realize it but I left my away message on "Breakfast" the entire day. Several people left messages commenting on what an extraordinary breakfast I must've had today.