music: "The National Anthem," Radiohead
I was reading Phillip's diary and he was talking about not really caring what he wanted to be in the future.
Thank GOD I'm not the only one. I mean, sure I've got some lovely plan worked out and all, but in the end, is it really what I want to do? Is it what I would be good at? Enjoy? Deserve? Who knows.
I've decided not to worry about it. I've commited myself to a Bachelor's degree for the next two and a half years, and I have until then to figure it out. Or even longer if I put off the whole "career path" crap and just go be an au pair. That could rock. You never know.
I am so sleepy today. No matter what I do, I can't fight this fatigue. It's driving me batty. I'm just exhausted like you've never seen. Ayaka laughed at me for how much yawning I did today. Oh well.
Yeah, I'm going to bed.