music: "White Flag," Dido
Oooh, I hate my down moods. Unfortunately I'm having one so I'm just going to live with it. They come so much more often now, but I have so much more control over them now that they don't scare me. It just makes me sad that I can still be depressed so long afterwards.
Anyway, the Js go home tomorrow. It's alright with me since they've been here for going on nine days, and we've never spent so much time under each other's toenails, but I think on the whole we did alright. If James hadn't cheated on his girlfriend with his ex and then proceeded to fall in love with a completely different girl all in the same weekend. Geez.
I feel like running until I can't run anymore, and then keeping going until I collapse forever.
I need to get out of this place.